I've only just decided what I intend to use this notebook for, so there's a chance this'll be less neat than I'd like it to be. Technically that shouldn't be a concern- this journal is for my eyes only so there's no reason to worry about presentation but if there's anything I've learned about myself it's that my many neuroses don't end when I'm in the privacy of my own mind. It's like a hell of my own making or whatever.
That all being said I'm hoping to use this journal for multiple purposes. If you're looking through and find cringe fanfiction, why are you looking through a personal diary? Fucking freak.
Ok so I think my mind went to keeping a journal because I'd recently read the book 'Unmask Alice' which isn't a great example of the benefits of journaling. If anyone finds with after I die fucking burn this (delete this blog) You don't need to know why I died, I prommy.
I've been reading some weird shit. To be more specific I read 'The Magicians Apprentice' because of a parallel someone made from that to Harrow the Ninth. Which fascinates me . What does that say about me that Im so fixated on these topics?
